What a day I picked to start my blog about depression. I woke up in a relatively good mood, looking forward to my mother coming home from the shore, and quickly took a sharp left turn into "Fuck this day." I had forgotten about the fact that I don't have children, that I probably never will have any children, for a few days. And then while scrolling through my Face Book feed I began remembering why I always found this day so hard. I have no children. I will never have any children. I have always wanted nothing more than to be happy, and to be a mother, and neither one of those things will ever happen.
So, yeah, I picked a pretty shitty day to start my blog. But at least I'm still moving ahead.
Go me.
Oh yeah, Happy Mother's Day.

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